Life is one unpredictable thing. One minute you can be on top of the world and the next you could be sitting on your bed with a head full of thoughts. This is what I was doing the other day, I’ve had a moment like this before, I’ve sat on my bed with thoughts running riot in my head with different questions requiring different answers. I would sit there and say, “It’s just the holiday blues, stop been so silly Matt!” But deep down I knew it wasn’t the holiday blues, for a start I was happy to be home. But what was I thinking about?!